After ten years, umpteen attempts, countless friend requests, supplications for forgivness and blah blah blah emails...
My email respose to his newest friend request went down as follows:
Why?
Why do you miss me? Why do you want to be my friend? Why now? What's different?
I just don't get it...Explain this for me? Give me a good reason and I'll allow you in.
For now though, I just can't get past the past. [...]
You were selfish, egoistic, and self absorbed [...] I accepted your flaws, and wished you the best....
Even at the very end [...]
What's changed? Is it the years between the now and then? The number of heartaches you have perhaps since experienced, the desire to finally settle for "less", or just the need to amend your heart's wrongs so that they sit well with your maker?
Why now? Why me? Why re-hatch a decade buried?
Ahhh? Herrrrrro? Are you there? ...Yeah, you go ahead and think it through....
Tell it. I Understand about the social working networking bit, 10 years means counting friends. Bitch, you gave it to them though. A man who speaks from his bones..