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Holding On or Letting Go

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There's a fine line separating the state of holding-on from that of letting-go.

It is a very fine and grey line, but nonetheless there, dissecting, disconnecting, dividing, creating a this-and-that, a here and there, perhaps even a now and then.

Why is it so easy to physically change the state of things in but a millionth of a second's time and yet mentally that millionth of a second so often instead transforms into what seems an eternity?

Why do we hold on and what is it that prevents us from letting go?

Conversely, what drives us to let go and why ever feel the need to hold on?

Do we stifle ourselves with the holding part or free ourselves by letting go?

Does holding on equate to safety and letting go to callousness...

-Or-

...is it cowardice by he who holds and bravery by who opts to bare no strings?

Alas, it's not as simple a thing as black & white, much more complicated than a play on words, and ultimately a matter of time, a millionth of a second stretched out an eternity, as one pretends to dangle over a world that lies beneath their faltering feet.

Closet Case Murphy

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You can never have too much "overness" (pronounced "OVAH-ness") in your closet, but I missed that class and so, instead filled mine with crap.

So much so, that the entire thingamajig tore off the walls, gave way to the brunt of madness and collapsed.

FAWK!

When it's not one thing it's another, or do I mean, what can go wrong, will go wrong?

I measured the dimensions of the closet and after several scraped designs; I finally came up with one that I think will do the storage-maximized-trick.

It'll probably take up most of my day...sometime in the next few days...to complete and getting all of that lumber here from the hardware store is going to be an altogether different can of worms.

I mean, don't get me wrong. I love my handyman projects, just not when they are required due to emergency spur of the moment mishaps caused by the eccentric Murphy and his convoluted cynical and jaded view of the "law."

"I HATE YOU MURPHY!
DON'T TOUCH THE LABLES!
YOU CLOSET CASE!
GET OUT NOW!"

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Ayumi's Dilemma

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Remember the story a few days back titled She Who Slumbers? Well, she woke up.

Two days later, the landlord moved her two houses down. I hope that I am no longer in her earshot, but she is rather acoustically hypersensitive...who knows?

I later learned that she slumbers on a two, maybe three, inch thick floor mat. It's very Nihonjin of her, I just hope her new apartment doesn't have thin floors for her and the neighbors sake.

Morning Glory

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Hunter Gatherer

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Speaking of hunting and gathering, here is a picture of me taken by a white man during one of my former lives. He named me "Ufe" our native word for "yuck" which I kept repeating when we first met in response to the nauseating & debilitating olfactory assault of an odor that his body was emitting.

I think he later enslaved me and vested me with the gift of smallpox, learned how to cultivate the yucca and was never quite able to convert me into Catholicism.

Can you see the resemblance? It is hard to notice, it's subtle, but there.

If you happen to catch me before my 6pm haircut appointment, you will be able to notice the fact that I am presently also sporting an unkempt mane that requires pronto attention.

I am long overdue for a little pruning and tired of the overall ufe effect.

Fig-er it Out

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There is something very pleasing, in an earthy tree-hugger sort of way, about harvesting foodstuff right off of the source. It placates to the hunter-gatherer in all of us.

Most of us that is, as I have met a fair share of urbanites who are convinced that pineapples and peaches are grown in Whole Foods and PathMark rather then respective Hawaii and Georgia. [to name a few]

For the rest of us who actually appreciate nature's bounty, the idea of owning fruiting trees and a somewhat fertile patch of land is reminiscent of that distant past life when the adjacent village's senile witchdoctor first handed you seeds and told you to bury, water them, and........wait for the "spirit's" bounty.

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When not home grown, some poor overworked migrant worker probably manhandled that banana you are about to deep throat, without giving a thought to what it takes to grow and get it to you before the brown spots begin to appear.

We've lost that one-on-one tactile relationship with Gaia somehow. Civilization's many perks such as the division of labor lend themselves to this ongoing disconnect. The majority of us have been submitted over generations to an ongoing capitalistic pop-value driven notion that labor specialization is the answer to society's woes.

Specialization is good, especially when you don't want a [hmmm...say] podiatrist hacking away at a growth near that special private place. Yet, society's needs for "specialized" labor grows with every technological and scientific advancemen and so to does the list of possible trades which have little if anything to do with the actual process of "putting food on the table."

I mean, can we honestly identify things like mango trees, banana plants, or onion shoots? No, didn't think so. How likely are we to sample items from the fruit and veggie isle if you were allowed? That's what I thought. Now, how likely are you to run across a tree out in a park, street or hiking trail, spot a berry on it and feel confident enough to identify its type, edibility and perhaps even take a bite? Just as I thought.

Did you know that the wild form of domesticated almond contains glycoside amygdalin, which transformed into deadly (hydrogen cyanide) when ingested or that untreated stored garlic runs the risk of supporting deadly botulism causing bacteria colonies?

[Now serving poisoned victim number 9,333...]

My point, more of an observation, is that we are out of touch with the knowledge that sustains us rather then the one which pays the $8.00 p/hr at the cubicle farm to cover the overpriced pomegranate which was genetically altered not to taste better but to look and sell better on aisle 2 which you will gladly pay for, oblivious to where and how it was grown or might look like outside of it's canned form.

I like to think myself an exception to that list. Grandpa was a farmer and can go on forever [ad nauseam] about the hundred-and-one uses of this plant or that one. The legacy continues with me, ad nauseam. I am quick to bore those unfortunate enough to be around me with tidbits of botanical facts every time I spot some medicinal "weed" growing through a sidewalk crack or something.

I think that between Cuba, grandpa, childhood backyards full of fruiting trees, Boy Scouts and being a plain-old aficionado of the natural, the love and interest for the lore was always instilled and now incidentally self motivating.

Now, how likely am I to run around harvesting plants and berries in the wild, when Whole Foods is right around the corner, is a completely different story but the knowledge is reassuring to posses should I ever be lost and starving in the backcountry or in need of boring a sidewalk companion to death.

Anyway...

This whole story is the result of my fig tree of abundance which is presently very ready to be picked but who the hell eats that many figs? They are good; I in fact just became recently familiar with them. They taste in my opinion like a cross between a kiwi and a strawberry but ENOUGH ALREADY!

The tree is bearing fruit faster then I can consume and they spoil rather quickly once harvested. I'm up to "here" with figs.....and grapes for that matter.

The natural wildlife in Astoria seems to think my backyard a food stop which is alright, except for the fact that they have no tableside manners. They are very messy eaters.

My terrace is littered daily with the ever so sticky and sweet scent of unwanted produce which annoying flies and stinging nipple-prone bees are in turn very attracted to.

[Note to self: Those damned sloppy rabid squirrels, must be made examples of.]

It is all enough to make you question the magic of nature and blind placement of faith on the bounty of aisle 2.

:Advanced Tekomanology:
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-A makeshift fruit picker of my own design ingenuity.

Be the Spider

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Life's a Web. Be the Spider.

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Die Katze

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Mein katze, Nikita.

„Vorsicht, Bissiger Hund!"

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Mein hund, Chula.

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