Times Square, New York City. Canon EOS Digital, 28mm, F/5.6, 1/25sec
Time flies, or so the saying goes. Such are my sentiments regarding this year which seems to have gone as quickly as it arrived. Despite having done so much these past 365 days, I can not begin to understand why it feels as short as it does.
A year full of demands, stresses, lack of time, and unreasonable expectations, I conclude are the perfect recipe to 'frazzle" one up and bring about the kind of angst, which sits in one's belly like a heavy stone and quickens the heart's palpitations to out of control rhythmic waves River Phoenix would have been proud of.
Worrying it seems superseded all other feelings this past year and I can't help but wonder how the fuck it is that I made allowance for such a downward spiral. When was it that everything around me became so much more important than that of my core?
"Let go of more", has been my mantra as of late. I find myself reciting it, over and over again, in my head, "let go of more", "let go of more"...oftentimes to no avail but it is beginning to finally stick and slowly but surely I am coming around.
It is those words of newfound wisdom which I plan to make my New Year's resolution.
I am taking next year by the balls and making it my bitch.
