I realize that I have not been putting up as many posts as I used to. My apologies. Life is throwing a lot of curve balls my way. Everything has turned upside down. I know that I often tend to sound a bit somber when I write but it has always been that way. Perhaps, it is due to the fact that writing for me has always been a means to deal with the less favorable things that fate musters.
However, when the shit really hits the fan, all I tend to want to do is hide.
That’s exactly what I rather be doing right now, hiding. Hiding can be seen as either a cowardly act, the therapeutic means of taking care of oneself or a complete shut down of the soul.
I’m not sure which side of what fence I am now on, but neither of the sides wields the greener of the grasses. I am basically in limbo with a weed-whacker, staring at a topsy-turvy world, trying to jump start my soul.
We went snowboarding last weekend and it was a blast. This weekend we are also ging. Come with us this time. I expecting your call.
This weekend is a no-can-do.
keep da head up... everytime ! It's hard but u gotta do it ! =)
take time for thinkin' but do somethin' !
in my lenguage the name Yusef is the name of "Joseph" the prophet, but it's mean "The one he get higher an higher" so, Nevah Give Up !
The one who gets higher and higher....hmm, I like that.
Yusef in times of deep despair you will find yourself more vulneraable, and likely to realease your pain in a self-destructive manner. Without turnig to your loved ones, friends and family for support you are digging yourself into an even deepr hole. You may be able to hide the truth externally but emotionally I'm sure all the shit you are going through is making you a nervous wreck! More importantly its causeing you not to work on your career which is your life, and your passion. Don't let anyone or anything take that away from you!!! Use you state of somberness to create an inspiration. Plenty of people care about you make sure you turn to some of them
Brandon,
Things are tuff but not impossible. I am a trooper.
..Yusef dejate de tanta depresion... y mueve las cuatro letras...todos estamos pasando por lo mismo y debemos ayudarnos y apoyarnos... para sobrevivir en esta ciudad...no hay nada de que sentirse avergonzado...
Haces mejor photografo que psycologo...
No se quien te dijo que yo estaba depremido o avergonzado o cual quiera de esas cosas que piensas.
Estoy bien, pero comprometido a la lucha. El web site no ese una prioridad ni una reflection completa de mi vida. Las cosas son fluidas y constantement cambian.
Con eso te digo que no sufras tanto por mi, porque yo siempre pa lante...